No More Excuses

Last week was a bit of a clusterfuck. The Wife starting her new job, school starting for the two midgets, a clogged drain and a cracked pipe, and working OT at the job. I need to learn to keep things in perspective and be in a more positive frame of mind. I believe getting back into a routine with my workouts will help relieve the tension/stress and get the serotonin moving in the right direction.

Of course family and career first, but my health is very important. And it's so important that I just put in about $140 at GNC (stocked up on ISOPURE, CLA, Monohydrate Creatine, and trying a product from GNC called GENETIXHD PHYSIO-BURN). I need to just start working at GNC part time. Anyway, this is the week I get back on track with the 5 days a week routine. Prior to the kids getting back (long story that would requires a lot of typing), I was in a major P90X groove doing 5 days a week for like couple of weeks in a row. I want/need/must get back in that groove. I need to push myself harder and faster. There is no excuse for not being able to do this. 

I've always said that I don't want to look like a body builder. But what I want is a cut, defined body that people notice right away. As I had wrote in a previous entry, I used to try and blend with the crowd. Didn't want to draw attention to myself due to confidence issues. That's not the case anymore. I want people to notice me. I want people to say (not think), "Holy shit! I bet that kid works out like a beast!!" Sounds a little self absorbed but its the honest to god truth. I want that because I've never had that in my life. Don't get me wrong, I am still very humble about the way I look. I don't think that I'm "ripped", defined, or muscular by any measure. There is always room for improvement and I need to work harder. That is the truth. That is the answer. And there are no more excuses.